Happy Day Normal Day

Hey, y'all--

Every day since the ECT has been a happy day for me. The other day I was telling someone that it almost felt like I was on a "high," I felt so happy! He told me that it was just normal for me, that that was what "normal" felt like. I just hadn't ever felt it before. So I guess my happy is everyone else's normal. Either way, today was a happy day for me. You can call it normal if you like.

Things have been going so well for me lately. Not a single bad day. I did have a downtime about my sister, but after having shared about it, agreed with the advice given me that it is still part of the grief cycle, and that I am still grieving over her--and that it is not the fear of going crazy again, or losing the good that the ECT did, or going back to the way I was before. So I let up on myself, didn't panic, and believed for the best, and today went a little better. I am still so very sad about my sister, I still miss her so much, and I have been a bit teary today, but the rest of my day was happy.

No big news, just a quiet weekend at home day. No drama. No tragedy. No trauma. Thank God. Just a regular day! Praise the Lord!

Love you,
Michele